{"id":15719,"date":"2013-05-22T23:22:23","date_gmt":"2013-05-23T03:22:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/?p=15719"},"modified":"2013-05-26T00:17:27","modified_gmt":"2013-05-26T04:17:27","slug":"what-is-the-quantified-self-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2013\/05\/22\/what-is-the-quantified-self-now\/","title":{"rendered":"What is the Quantified Self Now?"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_15722\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15722\" style=\"width: 456px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-tip-iceberg.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-15722\" alt=\"There's A LOT more to (self-)tracking than Quantified Self\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-tip-iceberg-456x500.jpg\" width=\"456\" height=\"500\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-tip-iceberg-456x500.jpg 456w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-tip-iceberg-228x250.jpg 228w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-tip-iceberg-365x400.jpg 365w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 456px) 100vw, 456px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15722\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">There&#8217;s A LOT more to (self-)tracking than Quantified Self<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>When people ask me what it is that I\u2019m studying for my PhD research, my answer usually begins with, \u201cHave you ever heard of the group <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Quantified Self<\/a>?\u201d I ask this question because, if the person says yes, it\u2019s a lot easier for me to explain my project (which is looking at different forms of <a title=\"Meaning-Making Through Numbers: Emotional Self-Quantification\" href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2012\/09\/13\/meaning-making-through-numbers-emotional-self-quantification\/\" target=\"_blank\">mood tracking<\/a>, primarily within the context of Quantified Self). But sometimes asking this return question makes my explanation more difficult, too, because a lot of people have heard the word \u201cquantified\u201d cozy up to the word \u201cself\u201d in ways that make them feel angry, uncomfortable, or threatened. They don\u2019t at all like what those four syllables sometimes seem to represent, and with good reason: the idea of a \u201cquantified self\u201d can stir images of big data, data mining, surveillance, loss of privacy, loss of agency, mindless fetishization of technology, even utter dehumanization.<\/p>\n<p>But this is not the Quantified Self that I have come to know.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>As I so often remind people, there\u2019s a lot more to self-tracking than just Quantified Self; these days, there\u2019s a lot more to \u201cquantified self\u201d (lowercase) than just Quantified Self (title case), too<a title=\"\" href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a>. One thing that seems to get lost in all this is that, while Quantified Self may be at the forefront of some new methods of self-tracking, it did not initiate the growing popular interest in self-tracking; rather, Quantified Self came to exist <a href=\"http:\/\/blog.sethroberts.net\/2008\/09\/11\/first-meeting-of-the-quantified-self-meetup-group\/\">because people were <i>already<\/i> self-tracking<\/a>, and some of those people were interested in discussing their self-tracking experiences with others. While Quantified Self does undoubtedly help spread interest in self-tracking (just as increasing interest in self-tracking helps drive the growth of Quantified Self), I think the group\u2019s more significant cultural impact has been to make the very concept of self-tracking more visible\u2014and in so doing, to make tracking-in-general more visible. It is this last function, of making more visible a particularly disconcerting thing that usually fades into the background (e.g. being tracked by others), that I think is at the heart of some people\u2019s deep discomfort when I say \u201cQuantified Self\u201d out loud.<\/p>\n<p>Yet, in losing track of the distinctions between Quantified Self (title case) and \u201cquantified self,\u201d or between Quantified Self and self-tracking generally, we also lose track of what I increasingly believe is most noteworthy about Quantified Self: its reflexivity. <b>\u201cQSers\u201d don\u2019t just self-track; they also interrogate the experiences, methods, and meanings of their self-tracking practices, and of self-tracking practices generally.<\/b> Over the last two years, I\u2019ve watched reflexive engagement with self-tracking become an increasingly important part of Quantified Self culture (which is something I find very exciting). In fact, I argue that Quantified Self\u2019s most central <a href=\"http:\/\/books.google.com\/books?id=hLYnNtIAXB0C&amp;pg=PA97&amp;lpg=PA97&amp;dq=%22object+of+concern%22+latour&amp;source=bl&amp;ots=4TnvYV8V9U&amp;sig=BOFT4iRee81N5lNKvLLEgGD9KyA&amp;hl=en&amp;sa=X&amp;ei=TmqdUd2XCPTB4AOjvoDYBw&amp;ved=0CDUQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&amp;q=%22object%20of%20concern%22%20latour&amp;f=false\">object of concern<\/a> has slowly shifted from the tools people use to track, to the data those tools and other self-tracking practices generate, to self-tracking practices as meaningful ends onto themselves, to developing \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/forum.quantifiedself.com\/showthread.php?tid=685\">reflective capacities<\/a>\u201d not just <i>through<\/i> self-tracking practices, but <i>in regard to<\/i> self-tracking practices. Whether or not one sees Quantified Self as a harbinger of Data Doom, the group is also working to ask questions and to develop practices that could help to resist the very doom that the words \u201cquantified self\u201d sometimes seem to signify.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_15724\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15724\" style=\"width: 400px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-first.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-15724\" alt=\"September, 2008: the very first QS meetup (Image credit: Kevin Kelly)\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-first-400x300.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-first-400x300.jpg 400w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-first-250x187.jpg 250w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS-first.jpg 490w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15724\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">September, 2008: the very first QS meetup (Image credit: Kevin Kelly)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Though Gary Wolf (<a href=\"http:\/\/twitter\/agaricus\" target=\"_blank\">@agaricus<\/a>) and Kevin Kelly (<a href=\"http:\/\/twitter.com\/kevin2kelly\" target=\"_blank\">@kevin2kelly<\/a>) founded the group in 2007, I first became aware of Quantified Self (that\u2019s capital Q, capital S) sometime in the spring of 2010, when I was studying direct-to-consumer genetic testing, \u201ccitizen science,\u201d and the DIY Bio movement as part of my work on what I\u2019ve termed <a title=\"Empowerment Through Numbers? Biomedicalization 2.0 and the Quantified Self\" href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2012\/09\/06\/empowerment-through-numbers-biomedicalization-2-0-and-the-quantified-self\/\" target=\"_blank\">biomedicalization 2.0<\/a>. For a while thereafter, whenever I heard \u201cquantified\u201d and \u201cself\u201d together, it was usually someone talking or writing about Quantified Self. But in early 2012, I started hearing the term all over the place, and I observed it being applied in an increasingly broad array of contexts that had little to do either with Quantified Self or with what I saw going on within the Quantified Self community. This really hit home in April of 2012, when a venture capitalist named Tim Chang wrote a three-part series on \u201cQuantified Self\u201d for TechCrunch. Although Chang was ostensibly writing about the same group I\u2019d been observing, he\u2019d drawn some markedly different conclusions. As he said in an interview, \u201c<a href=\"..\/..\/..\/..\/Applications\/Microsoft%20Office%202011\/Microsoft%20Word.app\/Contents\/techcrunch.com\/2012\/04\/19\/mayfield-fund-tim-chang-quantified-self-gamification-interview-tctv\">This notion of quantified self<\/a> is not just about health and wellness. It\u2019s about your consumer habits all throughout your day, from what sites you surf, what you buy, to what you like to brag about on your Facebook and Twitter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Chang\u2019s quote demonstrates why it\u2019s important to differentiate between \u201cquantified self\u201d (lowercase) and Quantified Self (title case)\u2014because wow, they are different beasts. Granted, Quantified Self has adopted what anthropologists Dawn Nafus and Jamie Sherman aptly describe as a \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/blog.castac.org\/2013\/03\/the-quantified-self-movement-is-not-a-kleenex\/\" target=\"_blank\">big tent policy<\/a>,\u201d and there were certainly folks who thought Chang\u2019s characterization was spot-on. My own reaction, however, was an incredulous, \u201cWait, what?\u201d Or, as then-Director of Quantified Self Alexandra Carmichael said, \u201c\u2018QS is about gamification and shopping\u2019? Where can I vomit\u2026.\u201d If I\u2019d had any doubt, Chang\u2019s interview was a clear sign that the term \u201cQuantified Self\u201d had escaped into the lexicon and, as \u201cquantified self,\u201d taken on a life of its own.<\/p>\n<div class=\"embed-twitter\">\n<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\" data-width=\"500\" data-dnt=\"true\">\n<p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">@accarmichael: chang says &quot;quantified self is&#8230; about your consumer habits all throughout your day&quot;; all i can think is, &#39;uh, since when?&#39;<\/p>\n<p>&mdash; whitney erin boesel (@weboesel) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/weboesel\/status\/194703340104462337?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">April 24, 2012<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script><\/div>\n<p>Yet if the way \u201cquantified self\u201d is used no longer necessarily has much to do with Quantified Self, it is not <i>just<\/i> because use of the term has expanded; it is also because Quantified Self itself has changed and evolved over four international conferences and almost five years of local meetups (so much so, in fact, that some in the QS community now wonder if the name \u201cQuantified Self\u201d <a title=\"You, Me, Them: Who is the Quantified Self?\" href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2013\/05\/15\/you-me-them-who-is-the-quantified-self\/\" target=\"_blank\">still describes the group accurately<\/a>). In 2007, for instance, when Kelly asked, \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/2007\/10\/what-is-the-quantifiable-self\/\">What is the Quantified Self<\/a>,\u201d his answer stated (in part),<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>We are on a quest to collect as many personal tools that will assist us in quantifiable measurement of ourselves. We welcome tools that help us see and understand bodies and minds so that we can figure out what humans are here for.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>When Wolf asked again in 2011 (just before the first Quantified Self conference), \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/2011\/03\/what-is-the-quantified-self\/\">What is The Quantified Self<\/a>,\u201d his (much longer) answer described Quantified Self as a \u201cusers group,\u201d and stated,<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>These new [tracking] tools were being developed for many different reasons, but all of them had something in common: they added a computational dimension to ordinary existence.\u00a0 Some of this was coming from \u201coutside,\u201d as marketers and planners tried to find new ways to understand and influence us. But some of it was coming from \u201cinside\u201d as our friends and acquaintances tried to learn new things about themselves. [\u2026]<\/p>\n<p>Users groups, when they succeed, are wonderful things; informal but deeply engaged learning communities operating outside the normal channels of academic and commercial authority. Here at the Quantified Self, we want to know what these new tools of self-tracking are good for, and we want to create an environment where this question can be explored on a human level.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Already, even before the first international conference, the focus of Quantified Self was shifting from \u201ccollecting self-tracking tools to help ask big questions\u201d to \u201casking big questions about our self-tracking tools and what we do with them.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_15727\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15727\" style=\"width: 200px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-15727  \" alt=\"Poster from the first Quantified Self conference (Image credit: Dave Asprey)\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000-300x400.jpg\" width=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000-300x400.jpg 300w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000-187x250.jpg 187w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000-375x500.jpg 375w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/QS_Poster.JPG.scaled1000.jpg 750w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15727\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Poster from Quantified Self 2011 (Image credit: Dave Asprey)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Earlier this month, there were a number of us at <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/conference\/Amsterdam-2013\/\" target=\"_blank\">Quantified Self Europe 2013<\/a> who had also attended one or both of the US-based Quantified Self conferences in <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/conference\/Mountain-View-2011\/\" target=\"_blank\">2011<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/conference\/Palo-Alto-2012\/\" target=\"_blank\">2012<\/a>; some of our group had also attended the first Quantified Self Europe conference in the <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/conference\/Amsterdam-2011\/\" target=\"_blank\">fall of 2011<\/a> (which I unfortunately did not). As Wolf had said in his opening welcome speech, Quantified Self Europe was indeed notably different from either of the US-based Quantified Self conferences I\u2019d attended, and discussing the differences I observed with other QS conference veterans was one of the highlights of <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/search\/realtime?q=%23qseu13&amp;src=hash\" target=\"_blank\">#QSEU13<\/a> for me. What were the differences? Most notably, everyone I spoke with agreed that the European conference feels much less \u201cstartup-y\u201d than does the US conference\u2014yet this is not because no start-up people come to it. When Wolf asked how many people in the plenary room were developing an app (or some other commercial product) that \u201cdepends on open data,\u201d for instance, I was surprised to see somewhere between 30-40% of the conference raise their hands. (If you want to know what the \u201cstartup-y\u201d part of the Quantified Self community looks like, here\u2019s a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.details.com\/culture-trends\/critical-eye\/201305\/sharing-biodata-on-apps-and-devices?currentPage=1\" target=\"_blank\">recent example<\/a>.)<\/p>\n<p>If people from start-ups were less visible (as such) at Quantified Self Europe 2013, academics seemed to be more so. This may partially have been due to a (possible) higher concentration of us: at Palo Alto\u2019s Quantified Self 2012 last fall (618 attendees total), the breakout session I helped lead for academics, researchers, and people interested in research about Quantified Self had about 28 participants (4.5%), whereas the informal breakfast session I hosted before the second day of Amsterdam\u2019s Quantified Self Europe 2013 this spring (285 attendees total) had 23 people join despite the 8:00am start time (8.1%). It felt different to be an academic at Quantified Self Europe, too: While I\u2019ve always felt comfortable and welcome within the Quantified Self community (so much so that this feeling was Reason #2 for picking my dissertation project, right after, \u201cOh wow, mood tracking is fascinating\u201d), I\u2019d never felt so appreciated <i>as a social scientist<\/i> before, at any conference or in any context at all\u2014and I really don\u2019t think that sensation was just me having a two-day moment. Across disciplines, across professions, and across reasons for being at the conference, there was no shortage of people excited to debate hard questions about (for example) what a \u201cself\u201d is and how it might come into being. Cultural anthropologist Natasha Dow Sch\u00fcll led a breakout session called \u201cReflections on Algorithmic Selfhood,\u201d and the discussion was so good that 90% of the (packed) room stayed more than 15 minutes past the session\u2019s end to keep talking. While there were a number of people I recognized as other academics in that room, there were a number of non-academics, too.<\/p>\n<p>Some of the biggest differences, however, became apparent when I compared Quantified Self Europe 2013 to Mountain View\u2019s Quantified Self 2011, the very first Quantified Self conference. In Mountain View, medical doctors and insurance company representatives were a highly visible contingent; many of them were at the conference to look for apps or other tools that they could bring into their practices and businesses. By the end of Quantified Self Europe 2013, however, I could still count on one hand the number of times I\u2019d heard anyone say the word \u201ccompliance.\u201d Some of this was undoubtedly due to the huge structural, political, and economic differences between most European healthcare systems and the US healthcare system, but my observation made me stop and realize that I hadn\u2019t met any insurance company representatives last fall in Palo Alto, either, \u00a0and nor had I seen a significant physician presence at Quantified Self 2012. I saw a doctor give a presentation about how mindfulness had improved his relationships with his patients, talked for a bit with one of the doctors I\u2019d met at Quantified Self 2011, and remember at least one medical researcher in my breakout session, but that was about it.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_15732\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15732\" style=\"width: 400px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-15732\" alt=\"Sacha Chua's rendition of Eric Boyd's report on QS 2011 (Image credit: Sacha Chua)\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012-400x302.png\" width=\"400\" height=\"302\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012-400x302.png 400w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012-250x189.png 250w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012-500x378.png 500w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/sacha-chua-eric-boyd-qs2012.png 737w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15732\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Sacha Chua&#8217;s rendition of Eric Boyd&#8217;s report on QS 2011 (Image credit: Sacha Chua)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Obviously these are just my own experiences at these three conferences, and I\u2019m sure other conference attendees\u2019 mileage did indeed vary. At the same time, other multi-conference attendees at Quantified Self Europe 2013 corroborated my observations. As one said, \u201cIn 2011, [medical doctors and insurance company representatives] <i>had<\/i> to be there\u201d; especially with all the press leading up to that first conference, \u201cQS was seen as the next big thing.\u201d He agreed, however, that it now seemed as though many of that group had quietly disappeared, perhaps because they\u2019d realized that a bunch of people \u201coperating outside the normal channels of authority\u201d were unlikely to teach them much about getting patients to follow orders. After all, if Quantified Self had a motto, it would be, \u201cDo what works for you\u201d; the overarching theme of QS Show &amp; Tell presentations is not, \u201cHere\u2019s what you should do,\u201d but rather, \u201cHere\u2019s what worked for me.\u201d<a title=\"\" href=\"#_edn2\">[ii]<\/a> To those of us who pay attention, it is abundantly clear: the ethos of Quantified Self is curiosity, not compliance.<\/p>\n<p>Similarly, some of the main themes that I saw running through discussions at Quantified Self 2011 were issues of how to design n=1 experiments that are more scientific; how to learn (or teach people) to do more statistically rigorous analyses of self-tracking data; and how self-trackers might pool data from their n=1 experiments to do larger research studies, all of which are concerns related to making Quantified Self practices fit more readily into the molds of institutional science and biomedicine. By Quantified Self 2012, however, the focus had shifted: as I wrote at the time, the overarching theme of that conference was <a title=\"The Woman vs. The Stick: Mindfulness at Quantified Self 2012\" href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2012\/09\/20\/the-woman-vs-the-stick-mindfulness-at-quantified-self-2012\/\" target=\"_blank\">mindfulness<\/a>. Many people still wanted to make objective (\u201cobjective\u201d) sense of their self-tracking data, of course. But overall, I saw more discussions about \u201chow I feel my self-tracking practice has affected me\u201d than about \u201chere\u2019s what I\u2019ve proven with my self-tracking data.\u201d Problems of \u201cproving\u201d things to medical providers remained very real for some individual QSers, but at the macro level, Quantified Self had moved on to do \u201cwhat works for me\u201d; it no longer seemed hungry for institutional science\u2019s approval. This trend held at Quantified Self Europe 2013, but something else was becoming more visible as well: namely, the extent to which Quantified Self has become reflexive about itself as much as about self-tracking. At Quantified Self 2011, Kelly had asked, \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/phenatypical\/statuses\/74991203350884352\">Who owns your face<\/a> if you go out in public?\u201d; at Quantified Self Europe 2013, Wolf asked, \u201cHow do you say, \u2018<a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/phenatypical\/statuses\/333121212001689602\">Please don\u2019t life-log me?<\/a>\u2019\u201d On the conference main stage, Quantified Self was now taking up the issue of how doing \u201cwhat\u2019s right for you\u201d can affect the people around you, too.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_15734\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15734\" style=\"width: 400px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-15734\" alt=\"Gary Wolf (L) and Kevin Kelly (R) at QS 2012. (Image credit: Marc Smith)\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs-400x300.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs-400x300.jpg 400w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs-250x187.jpg 250w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs-500x375.jpg 500w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/wolf-kelly-qs.jpg 650w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15734\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Gary Wolf (L) and Kevin Kelly (R) at QS 2012. (Image credit: Marc Smith)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Of course, I don\u2019t yet know how many of the differences I see across my three Quantified Self conference experiences are due to \u201cwhen\u201d\u2014aka, due to cultural changes taking place within the Quantified Self community as it continues to grow and evolve\u2014versus due to \u201cwhere\u201d (cultural differences among and between the attendance catchment areas of Silicon Valley and Amsterdam)<a title=\"\" href=\"#_edn3\">[iii]<\/a>. I also don\u2019t yet know a number of other things, such as the extent to which the international Quantified Self conferences reflect what goes on in the local meetup groups; the extent to which the international Quantified Self conferences influence what goes on in the local meetup groups; or whether there might be some local meetup groups that have no relationship to the conferences at all. In some ways, it may even make sense to treat the conferences as a \u201clocal meetup group\u201d in their own right, because the substantially higher cost of attending any given one of them (especially if travel is involved) undoubtedly impacts who is and is not present to participate<a title=\"\" href=\"#_edn4\">[iv]<\/a>. If QSers are, on the whole, a privileged group\u2014and they are\u2014then many Quantified Self conference attendees are among the most privileged of the privileged. As I go forward with my fieldwork and get to know more of the local meetup groups, it will be interesting to see how much the Quantified Self conference \u201cscene\u201d either does or does not resemble which of the local meetup groups. (Right now I can tell you that the San Francisco meetup group feels pretty similar to the Bay Area conferences, but that probably doesn\u2019t surprise anyone.)<\/p>\n<p>At the same time, my gut feeling right now is that the Quantified Self conferences <i>are<\/i> shaping the way Quantified Self is developing\u2014both as a community and as a cultural phenomenon. The conferences are certainly the most visible Quantified Self events, and there are now more than a few meetup groups that were started by people who returned home from a Quantified Self conference inspired to become local organizers. There\u2019s also the unique way that a Quantified Self conference is put together: rather than build conference programs from submitted papers or abstracts, organizers assemble each \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/2011\/11\/the-carefully-curated-unconference\/\">carefully curated unconference<\/a>\u201d by researching and then reaching out to registered attendees. Organizers click on every Twitter or personal webpage link that attendees provide during registration, in order to get a sense of who is coming and what they care about; organizers then get in contact with individual attendees to find out more about what those people are doing, and to ask attendees who have given memorable Show &amp; Tell talks at local meetup groups if they\u2019d like to <a href=\"http:\/\/quantifiedself.com\/conference\/Amsterdam-2013\/\">reprise those talks<\/a>. While the smaller sessions aren\u2019t recorded by conference organizers, the sessions in the plenary hall are video recorded and later posted online. In this way, a Quantified Self conference is a lot like a biofeedback session for the Quantified Self community: it reflects aspects of what the group is doing now in order to help shape what it does in the future.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_15736\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15736\" style=\"width: 400px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/rewired-state-heartspark.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-15736\" alt=\"Hacking a HeartSpark pendant (Image &amp; hack credit: Rainy Cat)\" src=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/rewired-state-heartspark-400x300.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/rewired-state-heartspark-400x300.jpg 400w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/rewired-state-heartspark-250x187.jpg 250w, https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/files\/2013\/05\/rewired-state-heartspark.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-15736\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Hacking a HeartSpark pendant (Image &amp; hack credit: Rainy Cat)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>If I\u2019m right about my biofeedback analogy, then I think the increasing emphasis on critical engagement and reflexivity that I see at the Quantified Self conferences is a very positive sign. True to stereotype, many QSers do still love their gadgets\u2014but at its core, Quantified Self is about neither \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/forum.quantifiedself.com\/showthread.php?tid=685\">sell[ing] this technology to ourselves<\/a>\u201d nor accepting technology uncritically; if Quantified Self could make <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/phenatypical\/statuses\/333493484457709568\">questioning a Fitbit\u2019s definition of \u201cstep\u201d<\/a> as popular as using a Fitbit, for example, I for one think that would be a great thing. As Wolf pointed out in his welcome speech for Quantified Self Europe 2013, there\u2019s a difference between being <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/phenatypical\/statuses\/333120429264867328\">Silicon-Valley style<\/a> \u201creckless\u201d and being \u201cbrave\u201d when it comes to new technologies. And as Quantified Self turns more and more toward the latter, it may help us learn not only how to live with new technologies, but also how to shape their development\u2014and how to <a href=\"http:\/\/blog.castac.org\/2013\/03\/the-quantified-self-movement-is-not-a-kleenex\/\" target=\"_blank\">resist them<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><i>Whitney Erin Boesel considered titling this post, \u201cWho\u2019s Afraid of Quantified Self?\u201d \u2026but then she didn\u2019t. She\u2019s also<\/i> <i><a title=\"The Missing Trackers?\" href=\"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/2013\/05\/10\/the-missing-trackers\/\" target=\"_blank\">@phenatypical<\/a> on Twitter.<\/i><\/p>\n<div>\n<hr align=\"left\" size=\"1\" width=\"33%\" \/>\n<div>\n<p><a title=\"\" href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a> One thing that certainly doesn\u2019t help the confusion is that, when a popular press piece about \u201cquantified self\u201d includes the term \u201cquantified self\u201d in the title, \u201cquantified self\u201d (lowercase) also ends up appearing in title case. I now fairly often see \u201cQuantified Self\u201d in a headline with little-to-no mention of Quantified Self in the article body.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p><a title=\"\" href=\"#_ednref2\">[ii]<\/a> \u201cHere\u2019s what worked for me\u201d vs. \u201cHere\u2019s what you should do\u201d seems (to me) to be one of the main things that distinguishes the Quantified Self community from the \u201clife hacking\u201d community, although the two do sometimes have significant overlap. Even when I\u2019ve seen more \u201clife hackery\u201d presentations at Quantified Self events, however, the message has tended to stop short of \u201cyou should do this\u201d (more \u201cthis is the best way\u201d), and the people around me have still seemed to view the presentations within the same \u201ctake it or leave it\u201d framework.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p><a title=\"\" href=\"#_ednref3\">[iii]<\/a> I\u2019m very, very excited to return to this question at Quantified Self 2013 in the Bay Area this fall, and to see which of the more recent changes I observed at Quantified Self Europe 2013 remain\u2014as those that do remain are likely due to ongoing intra-community shifts rather than to cultural differences between various international subsets of Quantified Self community members.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p><a title=\"\" href=\"#_ednref4\">[iv]<\/a> Quantified Self does \u201cgive out a lot of scholarships to PhD students or people in financial need,\u201d which can defray the cost of registering for a Quantified Self conference (usually: a few hundred dollars). For attendees who don\u2019t live in the Bay Area (or Amsterdam), however, the cost of travel and accommodation remains non-trivial.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When people ask me what it is that I\u2019m studying for my PhD research, my answer usually begins with, \u201cHave you ever heard of the group Quantified Self?\u201d I ask this question because, if the person says yes, it\u2019s a lot easier for me to explain my project (which is looking at different forms of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1875,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[9967],"tags":[10409,36425,18415,8971,10725,18460,424,18432,18416,19957,16723,10603,18408,8958],"class_list":["post-15719","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-commentary","tag-conference","tag-data","tag-gary-wolf","tag-kevin-kelly","tag-meetup","tag-mindfulness","tag-privacy","tag-qs2011","tag-qs2012","tag-qseu13","tag-quantified-self","tag-reflexivity","tag-self-tracking","tag-tracking"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15719","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1875"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15719"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15719\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15742,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15719\/revisions\/15742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15719"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15719"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thesocietypages.org\/cyborgology\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15719"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}